Things that shouldn't be hurtful but somehow still are:

when your occasional lover (and very specifically non-committed at that)'s exgirlfriend has a bunch of recent pictures of her at his place. I mean, we know each other, we're friends on facebook. I had unfollowed her so I didn't have to see anything like this should it happen, but then I went looking and then there it was. I guess this just serves to highlight my deep-seated desire to be in some sort of committed something for a while. Not with him, obviously.

I shouldn't keep getting all worked up about stuff like this. This is going to be a really difficult time in my life and I should really grow a thicker skin. Not helping things that someone I think I used to have feelings for is randomly stopping in online to have half a stilted conversation about nothing in particular.

Stop it stop it stop it. Just too much right now. Everything. I hate everything.