Tuesday, January 21, 2014

I have an extreme amount of anxiety right now.

I'm graduating this semester and while I know I'd like to be in Atlanta when my lease is up, I don't know where I'll work or where I'll live. My car has started making a noise and I'm using it as little as possible. My roommates and I have grown apart due to different lifestyles (or maybe they don't like me?), and I'm trying not to be hurt about it. School is so much already and it's only week three. I have to call the court house to track down that ticket I lost so I can pay it ASAP. There's always something that I'm missing or I've done wrong.

Nice seeming fellow tried to pursue me recently, and I turned him down for reasons I couldn't even really explain to myself. I can't stand me right now, and the thought of someone else being able to put up with me is mildly off-putting.

Just futilely spent around 20 minutes on omegle trying to get a stranger to talk to me so I could vent some of my frustrations to no avail. I'm tired but I have had so much coffee and it's going to be below freezing with vicious winds when I have to walk home in an hour and a half.


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