today is a day to sit in my room and be sad. I might listen to my sad music, light all my candles and croon softly to the cat.

sometimes I realize that I'm not the right person to live out my dreams. The person I've always seen myself dying as is so different than the person I am that I'm not sure I was ever meant to bridge that gap.

though somewhat romanticized, I always thought I'd get married and have kids. maybe it's just hard to imagine that because I haven't been with anyone I'd want children with. either way, I don't have to work tomorrow due to holiday. I might as well have a good mope.

ooh, coffee's done.