Weird thing I'm remembering now, three months post birth: 

When friends or family came to meet her in the hospital, they kept sniffing her head and enjoying the 'new baby smell.' She just smelled like blood until she got her bath three days later idk what everyone else was on about. 

 

The more time I spend as a parent, the more angry I am at my own for my childhood. How could you even think to do that shit to someone so small and trusting? 

Ramona month one

 

October was cute

 

Late summer

 

I have an appointment early this week to verify the results of the pregnancy test, but every stick I've peed on is coming up positive!

I have a lot of emotions about it, but I got to make tab cry like a baby and that felt good. Tyler will make a good dad. I just hope I'll make a good mom. 

July into August

 

400lbs on leg press

Oops now it's June