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FUCK YES.

Batman briefs.

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New hair! Hooray! Was about time. Was getting a little mullet-y for my tastes. Now off to Tae Kwon Do to kick some ass.

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Decided to throw the earrings back into one of my ears. I think I'll leave them in there until they don't hurt anymore. :D

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I solved a conundrum today! How do I wear my awesome rippy pants of safety pins and many holes without dying of frostbite? The answer, my good friends, is leggings, tights, or some other insulated wearable underneath them! WalMart, oh evil of evil corporations had several pairs on sale for six bucks. I bought some grey tights (pictured) with fuzzy colored bits, and some atrocious grey and black leopard spotted leggings. Also some horrible yellow and hot pink shoes, but that's unrelated.

Tomorrow I have to go to work. Uuugh. Day after that is class. I want my break back.

Unrelated: the cabin trip was amazing. I feel so much closer to everyone who was there, and renewed passion for the one I already love. Niceness was had. Also, I have groceries and a fifth of makers mark. I'll survive.

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I know this doesn't make up for any of my missed days, of which there were a substantial amount (I have the bruises to prove it!) but I found this on my camera. This is one of the scant handful of pictures I took of myself and my friends when we were having a magical adventure. Wink wink, cough cough, nudge nudge. The others involved blurred attempts at documenting a shared high five when we discovered that I had pop rocks.

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Merry Christmas. These are my gloves.

Silly face.

Right now finds me in a very peaceful, beautiful, sweet, loving mood.

I can't really explain it. It's one of those waves of feeling that just rush over you and make you feel wonderful. I'm in my tiny little room, leaning against a mound of pillows, under my bright covers. The room is softly lit by a combination of my lamp, a string of multicolored Christmas lights, and a honeydew candle. It's incredibly pleasant.

I'm listening to the only female singer I really love- Regina Spektor. Something about her voice makes me a beautiful combination of sweet happiness and a very slight sadness. I have such good memories of her music. I remember the first time one of my exes and I ever made love, he had the first CD on repeat, and we listened to it as we laid against each other in the dim candlelit room, basking in the afterglow of lovemaking. I also remember my first apartment, sitting in my room at night with my best friend, each of us doing something with our hands, listening to it in the background. A very pleasant and sweet sort of moment, I remember.

Life is very good right now. My father is back in the state, and I get to have actual Christmas again. I have people who love me. I feel great about who I am as a person, and where I'm headed in life. I have things I'm worried about, sure. But dear creators, I feel so amazingly perfect right now. Thank whomever for the fact that human emotions allow this sort of sweet perfection to happen to us.

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These are my pants. As you can see, I am unzipping them.

Bonus Picture: The Best Picture I think I've ever taken of myself.

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Old Navy Giftcard you forgot you had: 7 dollar and thirty seven cents.

Little Boy's Batman Shirt: Six dollars

Putting your 32 D breasts inside a shirt that was never designed to contain them: Priceless.

(Also, Fuck yeah, Batman!)